eostarkamala

Experience the healing power of sacred plant medicines with me!

I’m a healer, ceremonial facilitator, musician, Certified Hypnotherapist, Certified Breathwork Facilitator, Internal Family Systems coach and psychedelic preparation and integration guide. I have been an eternal student of the ways of healing with sacred plant medicines for 15 years.  I trained with Western facilitators as well as a Peruvian shaman.  I have been holding ceremonies for the last 8 years. 

I combine traditional and modern therapeutic approaches to support my clients in their healing process, self-activation and spiritual awakening.  I have been writing songs informed by my deep psychedelic ceremonial journeys for 15 years.  Before that time, I was a song-writer who sang of the deeply mystical dimensions of Life.  My sacred ceremonies are signified by heart-opening ceremonial music that is both masterful and authentic.  To hear a sample, go to my music page or look me up on major listening platforms as Eostar and the WEB of ONE.

My approach to ceremonial healing work honors each and every participant’s individual path.  We are all free to have our own unique way of discovering the Truth of who we are and answer Life’s greatest questions.  

There are many factors that set aside these ceremonies from average psychedelic use.  Prior to the ceremony participants are asked to follow a special diet and prepare mentally through formulating an intention.  At the beginning of the ceremony these intentions are shared in a circle.  

The container that I hold is safe, cozy, well organized, the live music is always hauntingly beautiful.  I typically have one or more assistants on duty.  All of this contributes to the possibility of allowing yourself to let go and dive deep into the psychedelic experience and break out of the confines of your mind.  What is beyond these confines is up to everyone to experience.  It is common for people to receive downloads, teachings, visions, intuitive answers to questions, auditory guidance, or simply enjoy a deep knowing of anything that comes up.  

At times the journey may feel like “work” – getting resolved around something that has been an internal conflict in your life.  It is not uncommon for people to go through some rough patches or difficult segments in the ceremony.  But almost 100% of the time one emerges from these with new insights and a feeling of just having been reborn.  If you happen to be going through one of these deeply emotional states, myself or an experienced assistant will be by your side, breathing with you, clearing your energy field with Palo Santo or Tobacco, cleansing you with feathers and even holding your hand if you need that.   This is how we heal.  You have got to feel it in order to release it.

In such altered states of consciousness the mind is very open to suggestions.  The hauntingly beautiful healing songs can have a life-changing impact as they overwrite old subconscious programming that we all carry deep inside of us about scarcity of love and scarcity of material abundance.  Tears may emerge as you take in the beauty of songs, voices, instruments and a sense of togetherness.  Reconnecting with the natural world and feeling gratitude and love are some of the themes these songs revolve around. 

Types of ceremonies

I have ceremonies that are open to the public: you are welcome to come alone and be sure that you will feel as family with the other participants of the group by the end of your retreat.

We can also arrange a private ceremony for you or for a group of friends that you would like to focalize.

What can you expect in my ceremonies?

My sacred ceremonies typically last 6 hours, with a 1.5 hr-long orientation/introduction.  Participants arrive in the afternoon.  The ceremony begins around 8:00 pm and will go till around 2:00-3:00 am.  After that people go to sleep.  We start breathwork and sound healing meditation around 11:00 am the next day, then we follow with an integration circle.  Typically we have two ceremonies back-to-back with the option to participate in just one of them.  

Preparation and Integration

As a psychedelic integration guide I combine breathwork, yoga, hypnotherapy and trauma-informed processes such as Internal Family Systems and Inner Child Work. Integration is the way we can make sense of the unfathomable, and reinforce the new neuro-pathways that we built during ceremony.  As a psychedelic preparation coach, I prepare my clients for a true life-changing experience.

Free exploratory session

I offer a free 20-minute conversation to help you get clear on what our ceremonies include, whether ceremony is for you at this time and I will answer any questions you may have.  We will discuss topics such as how to prepare, what to bring, and how to make an intention.  Prior to this phone call ideally you would text me and fill out an Intake Form, based on which I can ask you questions and give suggestions.

The day after ceremony we always meet up as a group.  First we have a breathwork practice and then we share our experiences in a circle.  It is always optional to participate in these.  I also offer on-line Zoom integration meetings, which helps participants in processing their often life-changing experiences.  Participants can also sign up for one-on-one preparation and integration.   I encourage participants to also meet each other outside of ceremony settings and form a “sangha” or group that can allow for the transformation to be smoother.

If you would like to know more about sacred ceremonies, preparation and integration, please text me at 707 540 2240.  You can also schedule a discovery phone call with me on my “Contact” page.

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Disclaimer: I do not sell or trade psychedelics.  Any sacraments will be offered as a free donation.  What you will be paying for is my services as event organizer and healer and musician.

Last year we started a guest book for participants to leave testimonials for us in their own handwriting.  We will post a few of these here without names.  

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My Experience

  • Therapeutic hypnosis
  • Therapeutic transformational Shadow-work
  • Inner Child Work
  • Internal Family Systems 
  • Breathwork teaching/facilitating
  • Shamanic healing
  • Founding “Shadow Into Light” Hypnotherapy
  • Yoga teaching
  • Sound healing
  • Song-writing, sacred music recording and performing
  • Sacred Plant Medicine ceremonial facilitating

My Education

  • Hypnosis Motivation Institute – Certified Master Hypnotist (2024), Certified Hypnotherapist (2025)
  • Internal Family Systems in Coaching ( 2021)
  • Recall Healing Levels 1-3  (with Dr. Michelle LaMasa Schrader, 2021)
  • The Self Love Course (online with Teal Swan, 2020)
  • “Anatomy of Awakening” – Certified Breathwork Practitioner Training (The Breath Center, 2019)
  • Shamanic training in Peru (2016-2017)
  • Theta Healing (with Judy Dragon, 2012)
  • Birth Into Being ( with Elena Tonetti, 2011, 2012)
  • Certified Yoga Instructor training (Sivananda Yoga Farm, Grass Valley, 2006)
  • Teacher of English Language and Literature, MA ( ELTE University, Budapest 1996)

 

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