Ayahuasca Ceremonies with Eostar Kamala

Saturday, Oct 10 and 11th – Sebastopol, CA

Welcome to the healing portal with Mother Ayahuasca!

This ceremonial retreat week-end is open to both experienced and novice psychedelic explorers.  You can join for one or both nights.  Mother Ayahuasca is here for people seeking healing on all levels.  She is embracing all who are yearning for deep subconscious re-programming, mind-expansion, trauma-release, recovery from physical ailments, releasing old wounds and grieving loss.  She is also here for those who would like to experience unconditional love, bliss, levity, forgiveness and joy.  While we cannot promise any results and we recommend staying away from expectations – Mother Ayahuasca always brings you what you need in the sacredness of the moment.

I am Eostar, facilitator of the ceremony.  Eric Olson will be assisting and also offering music for the journey.  He will bring an assortment of magical instruments, we are in for a treat!

The location is a beautiful and spacious healing temple, surrounded by a magnificent garden outside of Sebastopol, CA. (about an hour’s drive North of the Golden Gate Bridge)

My team and I will be providing a deep and powerful container for our participants to surrender to the healing power of the medicine. There will be two nights of ceremonies on Friday and Saturday evening, each one followed by a double integration session : first a group breathwork and sound journey and then an integration circle on the days following each ceremony.  The group Breathwork sessions are designed to deepen the experience and teach a tool that participants can take home to continue the integration process.  

I support the sacred plant medicine ceremonial work with my original Heart Songs/ Medicine songs, South American medicine songs, mantra music, sound healing, energy clearing and a strong healing container powered by our collective prayers and intentions.  There will be an opportunity for sing-along as well as to share songs in the latter portion of the evening.   This is a wonderful opportunity to drop in deeper into one’s own spiritual evolutionary potential! People can participate in both or just one of the ceremonies.

Each ceremony starts around 7 pm and latest arrival time is 6 pm.   The ceremonies will go till around 2:00 am.  The follwoing day we will keep you busy till around 4 pm.

Donation: $250 – $450 sliding scale per each night of ceremony

We have a partial work trade opportunity for one person who may be lacking funds.($150 min plus some work)

If you are interested please text Eostar at 707 540 2240.  First you will be asked to fill out an intake form.  Then I will schedule a phone call with you.

I so appreciate prompt registration so that we can plan accordingly.  In order for your registration to be approved, you will be asked to fill out an intake form about your physical and mental health.   If approved, I will schedule an intake call with you.  After you have paid a $100 deposit per each night of ceremony, you will receive an email back, in which you will be informed of more details of what to bring and how to prepare.

I am also happy to schedule a discovery call with you, answer any questions and I will also ask you questions to assure your safety and determine if this ceremony is for you at this time.

MY story:

“I first received Ayahuasca 16 years ago in Oregon.  I was invited to my first ceremony because the facilitator heard me sing and play guitar at a gathering and thought that my music was a great fit for deep-diving into unconditional love with Mother Ayahuasca.  What followed was a life-long love-story with this ancient healing brew and the tradition around it.  

When I moved from Oregon to the Bay Area of California, I had the great blessing of being able to support many other Ayahuasca ceremonial facilitators.  They were based in various traditions ranging from Shipibo, Cofan and the Daime Church of Brazil.  I learned so much from each and every one of them. Five years into it, a friend invited me to the First Festival Musica Medicina in Pisac, Peru.  This was my first time meeting my mentor Alonso Del Rio,.  I ended up forming a strong friendship with this amazing Shipibo-trained Peruvian shaman, sitting in ceremonies with him in the high Andes, in the Amazon Rainforest, in Holland and in Mexico – following his footsteps, receiving his blessing for my work.  7 years after my very first ceremony, I started holding ceremonies myself.  Alonso encouraged me to sing my own original songs as -according to him – they were the most potent medicine for healing, and I kept writing and sharing song after song, pouring my heart out on the altar of the medicine.  Through my 16 years of drinking medicina, I also studied many healing modalities and I started working as a healer.  These modalities included Hypnotherapy, Theta Healing, Recall Healing, Birth Into Being, Breathwork, Internal Family Systems and Inner Child work.  I found that these therapeutic modalities formed a potent way to offer preparation and integration to my participants.  

How Ayahuasca Ceremonies ARE different from average psychedelic use?

There are many factors that set aside my ceremonies from average psychedelic use.  Prior to the ceremony participants are asked to follow a special diet and prepare mentally through formulating an intention.  At the beginning of the ceremony these intentions are shared in a circle.  The container that I hold is safe, cozy, well organized, the live music is always hauntingly beautiful.  I always have one or more assistants on duty.  All of this contributes to the possibility of allowing yourself to let go and dive deep into the psychedelic experience and break out of the confines of your mind.  What is beyond these confines is up to everyone to experience.  It is common for people to receive downloads, teachings, visions, intuitive answers to questions, auditory guidance, or simply enjoy a deep knowing of anything that comes up.  

At times the journey may feel like “work” – getting resolved around something that has been an internal conflict in your life.  It is not uncommon for people to go through some rough patches or difficult segments in the ceremony.  But almost 100% of the time one emerges from these with new insights and a feeling of just having been reborn.  If you happen to be going through one of these deeply emotional states, myself or an experienced assistant will be by your side, breathing with you, clearing your energy field with Palo Santo or Tobacco, cleansing you with feathers and even holding your hand if you need that.   This is how we heal.  We have got to feel it in order to release it.

In such altered states of consciousness the mind is very open to suggestions.  The hauntingly beautiful healing songs can have a life-changing impact as they overwrite old subconscious programming that we all carry deep inside of us about scarcity of love and scarcity of material abundance.  Tears may emerge as you take in the beauty of songs, voices, instruments and a sense of togetherness.  Reconnecting with the natural world and feeling gratitude and love are some of the themes these songs revolve around. 

Preparation and Integration

As a psychedelic preparation integration guide I combine breathwork, yoga, hypnotherapy and trauma-informed processes such as Internal Family Systems and Inner Child Work. Integration is the way we can make sense of the unfathomable, and reinforce the new neuro-pathways that we built during ceremony.  As a psychedelic preparation coach, I prepare my clients for a true life-changing experience. 

If you cannot afford a private preparation and integration session with me, you will still have plenty of information on how to prepare, based on our intake phone call and the preparation email that I will send to you. 

The day after ceremony we always meet up as a group.  First we have a breathwork practice and then we share our experiences in a circle.  It is always optional to participate in these.  I also offer on-line Zoom integration meetings, which helps participants in processing their often life-changing experiences.  I encourage participants to also meet each other outside of ceremony settings and form a “sangha” or group that can allow for the transformation to be smoother.

Free exploratory session

I offer a free 20—30 minute conversation to help you get clear on what our ceremonies include, whether ceremony is for you at this time and I will answer any questions you may have.  We will discuss topics such as how to prepare, what to bring, and how to make an intention.  Prior to this phone call you would text me and fill out an Intake Form, based on which I can ask you questions and give suggestions.

Last year we started a guest book for participants to leave testimonials for us in their own handwriting.  We will post a few of these here without names.

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